Love is irrelevant. What is relevant is you promise to stay with them and take care of them.

I saw this article on quota the other day it said,

“Falling out of love is nothing more than being complacent in your relationship. Your partner becomes a fixture like the sink or a picture on the wall. You forget how it felt the very first time you laid eyes on her. Like the necklace, you accepted a fact that wasn’t true, you just forgot. Look at her and as her to remember the first time you both met, relive it with her, tell her how you felt at that moment. All you need is a jump start, you don’t need a new car….”

I worry about this a lot because I feel like I’m incapable of loving or being loved.

Commitment:

When I was younger my mom left one Sunday. She disappeared for hours and I had no clue where she went. I was so sad my dad wouldn’t talk to me and I had no way to contact my mom. I later found out that my parents got into a massive fight abt me. They were on the verge of splitting because of me. I decided that I wasn’t going to commit because I didn’t want to have to split with someone I liked so much. I don’t want to put in the much effort for someone to leave. I don’t want to be hurt and have to pretend I’m ok when I’m not.

“Save your advice ’cause I won’t hear
You might be right but I don’t care
There’s a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants”- Selena Gomez

Bruv that’s what my mood is rn ^

This is a vid from a while ago. It’s from TikTok. My @ is itsesthers

what is thalassophobia? It is defined as being “an intense and persistent fear of the sea and sea travel.” It is characterized by waves of panic when confronted with the murky unknown depths of the ocean.

fear of foggy forest

The term acrophobia is reserved for people with extreme, irrational and persistent fears of heights and situations associated with them. It’s one of the so-called natural environment phobias, which also include a fear of thunder and lightening (astraphobia) or water (aquaphobia)

Trypophobia is a fear or disgust of closely-packed holes. People who have it feel queasy when looking at surfaces that have small holes gathered close together. For example, the head of a lotus seed pod or the body of a strawberry could trigger discomfort in someone with this phobia.

Entomophobia: Fear of Insects. Entomophobia is an extreme and persistent fear of insects. It’s what’s referred to as a specific phobia, which is a phobia that focuses on a particular object. An insect phobia is one of the most common types of specific phobia

These where my words. I think they are sad. The end

Don’t u think it’s weird how we function from pieces of collagen conjoined with muscles that all hold us together. It’s mind boggling to me that because of this we can move and operate.

I bet you haven’t heard of Luo changqing. he was a 70 year old cleaner that was contracted by the Chinese government to clean. He died from protesters throwing a brick at him. He got hit in the head and fell. He later died because of his fall and hit. I hate how people feel like they need violence to prove a point. Luo didn’t need to die. And if the protesters would have found a better way to solve their problems then he would still be alive. Such a shame