Pretend u didn’t see this

Commitment:

When I was younger my mom left one Sunday. She disappeared for hours and I had no clue where she went. I was so sad my dad wouldn’t talk to me and I had no way to contact my mom. I later found out that my parents got into a massive fight abt me. They were on the verge of splitting because of me. I decided that I wasn’t going to commit because I didn’t want to have to split with someone I liked so much. I don’t want to put in the much effort for someone to leave. I don’t want to be hurt and have to pretend I’m ok when I’m not.